The burden
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
8:44 PM
By Boon Hock
Met as usual... Walked to sch like always...Din fall alsleep in class today! lesson nt that bad bah i guess!
PE was great... I had always loved PE! PE is the lesson that had no stress!
After that was recess! Din eat much.. Nowsday dammm no appetite to eat... dunnoe y...
Isit coz im too stress? =X
After sch had ss test, i simply juz vomit out everytime i know remembered..
After test, had physics lesson.
4got to bring textbook and worksheet, heng din get caught but he called my name to answer question! Darn Ai Poh, mouth curse so zun de!
After sch, wanted to play bball but there were VOLLEYBALL training..
So, decided to go JGCC to play badminton instead.. Played from 4.30 to 6pm!
Badminton was soso.. every1 was like super slack...
Finished badminton, went home..
# I guess i really should give up... omg.... i think watever i do, its futile.. She din even looked at mi once b4 =( i guess i reali is darn..
# HOPELESS? I got no leadership, failed in social life, No courage to even face relationship. Watever useless words will b linked to mi...
# I just wish that everyone will cherish watever they hav.. dun wait till its lost till then regret..
I just hope some1 will always be there for mi. I just want to mean something to someone...
I dun know if i should give up... hais.. everytime i said to myself, i have already gave up but still, i juz could not get her off my mind..
Any1 can help mi?.. i reali think i should reali giv up..My heartbeat just increase whenver i see her.. in soooo in a dilema. Feeling soo hurt..
That's all for now.. currently feeling darn emo for no reason.. wat a weird mi!
Labels: Lost in the crowd